Monday, October 19, 2009
PLEASE!
I had enough!!
Enough of you controling my life!
YES! I listened to you when I was younger.
I followed your decision when you told me what course
to take, why it benefits, how far it can get me. I followed
every advice until to a point that I'm not being myself at ALL!
I never liked the course I took back in ITE! I know nuts about IT!
Now Its getting so hard for me to get a job! Why? Because the cert
I owned have NOTHING to do with the job I dreamed of! & I have NO interest in IT
AT ALL!!!!!! And its me who suffers! not you! What good is a job
if I'm not happy with what i'm doing, with what I'm not interested in????
People change. Why can't you accept the fact?!
You changed too! I'm big enough to make my own decision.
To know whats right from wrong. To follow my own dreams.
I have my own dreams!! But why must you bring it down and not letting
me be who I wanna be? I've suffocated enough!
You're not getting any younger. You're going to a new phase
soon. You're getting married & moving out to your new world.
& I don't want to interrupt that! I don't want you to
keep making decisions for me! Enough is enough! I'm big enough to make MY
own decisions,to pursue what I wanna do! Age is just a number.
I'm capable of looking after myself & know my responsibilites.
I have my dreams. But why must people like you keep looking at the bad side
of it and giving ridiculous comments and keep saying 'degil'??? Thus,
bringing me down.
Why are you so selfish enough as to not letting me be with the one I love?
As if trying to break us up. Soon, you'll be busy with your new
family. You HAVE to accept the fact that people change & they are capable
to take care of themself. People grow & so do I!
How would you feel if someone out there is put to break YOUR marriage???
Don't just think that you're the only one that deserve to love and be loved.
What goes around, comes around.
Why??? why??? why???
Just accept the fact that people have grown up. I'm NOT the 13 year old girl
who whins & thought the end of the world after she lost the one she love. Get it??!!
I'm no longer the girl you sign consent forms to.
I'm no longer the girl who keep nodding to every decision you make for her.
Because I'm big enough to think for myself of what I wanna do & who I wanna be.
I'm sick & tired.
Everyone wants me to listen to them.
But who would actually take a minute to listen to what I've gotta
say???
URGHHHHHHHHHHH> AKU RIMAS!!!
I had enough!!
Enough of you controling my life!
YES! I listened to you when I was younger.
I followed your decision when you told me what course
to take, why it benefits, how far it can get me. I followed
every advice until to a point that I'm not being myself at ALL!
I never liked the course I took back in ITE! I know nuts about IT!
Now Its getting so hard for me to get a job! Why? Because the cert
I owned have NOTHING to do with the job I dreamed of! & I have NO interest in IT
AT ALL!!!!!! And its me who suffers! not you! What good is a job
if I'm not happy with what i'm doing, with what I'm not interested in????
People change. Why can't you accept the fact?!
You changed too! I'm big enough to make my own decision.
To know whats right from wrong. To follow my own dreams.
I have my own dreams!! But why must you bring it down and not letting
me be who I wanna be? I've suffocated enough!
You're not getting any younger. You're going to a new phase
soon. You're getting married & moving out to your new world.
& I don't want to interrupt that! I don't want you to
keep making decisions for me! Enough is enough! I'm big enough to make MY
own decisions,to pursue what I wanna do! Age is just a number.
I'm capable of looking after myself & know my responsibilites.
I have my dreams. But why must people like you keep looking at the bad side
of it and giving ridiculous comments and keep saying 'degil'??? Thus,
bringing me down.
Why are you so selfish enough as to not letting me be with the one I love?
As if trying to break us up. Soon, you'll be busy with your new
family. You HAVE to accept the fact that people change & they are capable
to take care of themself. People grow & so do I!
How would you feel if someone out there is put to break YOUR marriage???
Don't just think that you're the only one that deserve to love and be loved.
What goes around, comes around.
Why??? why??? why???
Just accept the fact that people have grown up. I'm NOT the 13 year old girl
who whins & thought the end of the world after she lost the one she love. Get it??!!
I'm no longer the girl you sign consent forms to.
I'm no longer the girl who keep nodding to every decision you make for her.
Because I'm big enough to think for myself of what I wanna do & who I wanna be.
I'm sick & tired.
Everyone wants me to listen to them.
But who would actually take a minute to listen to what I've gotta
say???
URGHHHHHHHHHHH> AKU RIMAS!!!
5:05 PM
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Its been so long, doesn't it?
Since I last touched this blog.
Life's been ups & downs since the last post I wrote.
Well, as long as there's hope, tomorrow still awaits.
& yea, kinda busy wif some stuff as well.
So I won't be as active here like I used to be.
Facebook is where you can find me still.
& to all those who cant contact me for whatsoever
reason, I'm still alive and kicking. Probably because
you didn't get my new number, I guess.
Till then, see yoou when I see you....
Take care =)
xoxo,
KhyeDaeval
5:44 PM
Monday, August 24, 2009
Patience is a virtue.
3rd day of Ramadhan.
&& I'm certain to make this year a full one.
Well, except during the time of the month,though.
And patience is the virtue. No matter how uncomfortable it is
not getting to break fast at the premises of your own home & no matter
how uncomfortable everything is at home right now, Im certain
nothing of it gonna trouble me.
Now, right now,I just want things to be fine for me.
The job search, the interviews, the NS pes downgrade for him
and everything else. And love,I hope your head injury won't be
anything so serious. Everythings gonna be fine... :)
Ps: Holiday again,love? plssssss
4:30 PM
Friday, August 21, 2009
This Ramadhan . . .
Alhamdulillah..
And yet, I can get to celebrate another Ramadhan with you :)Happy Fasting people! :)
3:41 PM
Monday, July 27, 2009
(-___-)"
I can't be bothered. Really.
I just want my BabyL♥VE with me. . .
Take care Love. Sad that I can't be there with you to massage your
feet & put the cream on. You've got to do this on your own which I
doubt you will. I don't wanna see your condition worsen.
Missing you~
9:48 PM
Saturday, July 25, 2009
If you read the news today ,
Eating sweets in trains & stations, -Fined/Jailed
Sitting on priority seats, - Fined,video-ed,camera-ed etc etc.
Puhhh-leaseeeeee. . . what a life. 1 day, i'm giving up taking public. Rlly.
On a lighter note, I love my weekends. The days I waited patiently waited for rlly pays off. I guess,leaving the vehicle at home once in a while isn't such a bad thing after all. Even though I miss sitting on it alot. Bus driver driving skills may suck & the ride may be bumpy but the trip to the West side was fun. Though I'm not sure when we'll ever step there again.
&& love,0.15 carat is fine. Its the meaning in it that counts ;)
~my weekends are never wasted. Thank you. && Happy 13th.
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